I Know and I Don’t

I Know and I Don’t

To my black friends as we rise up against structural racism, I have been struggling this past week.  Let’s face it.  I have been struggling this whole year.  It has been an extremely triggering year where it seems I have been swinging between a numb, manic state and a...
Wake Up!

Wake Up!

I don’t usually get alarmist in my blogs.  But today I have an important message for anyone who will hear it.  And it comes with emotion because sometimes it is just plain hard to live in this world.  What’s my message?  We can’t continue to live like this.  It isn’t...
The Controller’s Power

The Controller’s Power

I have been on this recovery journey for a while now.  I have tried many approaches over the years.  But for the past 10 years, I have taken myself to new unconscious depths and traveled through a world I had no idea existed.  It has been painful and educational and...
I Am Not Shocked

I Am Not Shocked

I usually don’t write about current events.  I do that on purpose.  I want to keep the focus on recovery.  Too much focus on current events can be triggering.  Triggers can be helpful in recovery by giving us access to our emotions, but they can also shut us down if...