Everything is Temporary

Everything is Temporary

I have been experiencing some intense inner battles recently.  It hasn’t been easy.  There have been some intense fears followed by bouts of futility followed by self-punishment.  And that can happen in the course of one day.  My inner parts are jockeying for position...
The Purpose of Obstacles

The Purpose of Obstacles

I have been sick the past few days.  I shouldn’t complain.  It has been years since I have been sick.  I used to get sick every three months before I started this recovery work.  As a matter of a fact, when I became a single mother, my greatest fear was handling my...
The Ultimate Threat

The Ultimate Threat

My controller has been confusing me lately.  It isn’t unusual to be confused by the controller.  They use that as a defense mechanism.  They will spin you around and around to keep you from knowing the truth.  But this was a bit different.  My controller kept telling...
One Day …

One Day …

The Myths of the Controller I have a very strong controller.  They love to plan out my life for me.  They love to tell me what I need to do to achieve a perfect life.  They have logical ideas that sound completely accurate.  I can’t argue with logic.  If it makes...